Fuck it all. Fuck the bullshit, fuck the shit talkers, fuck this life. Fuck those who think they know, and fuck those who try to speak gospel when they don't know a Bible from a dictionary. Sick of this, sick of all of it. Fuck it all. Fuck the people who claim they love me and watch me crawl through hell. Fuck the haters. Fuck the clouds bringing the snow. Fuck the non existent family who act like they all have it worse. Fuck the dumb shit. Fuck doing this alone. Fuck doing this with someone. Fuck this life. Fuck it all. Fuck having nothing. Fuck struggling anymore. Fuck fighting for anything anymore. Fuck this shit. Fuck crying myself to sleep every god damn night. Fuck wishing I could be a druggie so I could be numb. Fuck being looked down on. Fuck being segregated from civilization. Fuck being bound and gagged without an orgasm. Fuck not being able to see the silver lining because everyone else's negativity. Fuck being everyone's positiveness when no one is there to be mine. Fuck the liars. Fuck the ones who don't tell the whole truth. Fuck those who twist the truth to fit themselves. Fuck life without my mom to cry to. Fuck having all this anger boxed up inside me wrapped in pretty paper with a cute bow on top. Fuck idiots, pacifists, activists, and brainiacs. Fuck all of it. Fuck this life. Fuck being stuck on the back burner because I'm not good enough, fuck being left out because I am different. Fuck being treated like a burden. Fuck this shit.
That is all.
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ReplyDeleteOh, my little Slut! Come to me and I shall share my riches, aka percocet and xanax. lol I am way fucking cheery now... a 'brainiac'too.
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~Paris
The BOY or just a rant? Believe me, I have my days of both!
ReplyDeleteIt's everything. It was LIFE today. Maybe tomorrow, I can form big girl words and actually name what was wrong.
ReplyDeleteYou know, you helped me. Just wanted you ta know, but we all have that inside of us, everyone's got their emotional scars and stuff to deal with, and once in a while when someone has the guts to really say what they really feel, well some would say its crass but personally, i think there's something joyfully ballsy about it. Good on you babe, i'd buy you a drink and if you told me to go fuck myself, i'd probably smile :)
ReplyDeleteI'm having that day, too. Rachel
ReplyDeleteFuck...well fuckin said my friend...fuck.
ReplyDeleteFuck the bullshit that you are just a link on my laptop. I would take a trip to the real Slutlandia to fix your fucking day any time. I fucking love you, fo reals.
ReplyDeleteOh boy! Fuckin' 'ell! That's a lot of fuck!! lol! ☺
ReplyDeleteI hear ya luv.. those days happen for us all and there a'int a damm thing anyone can do to help.. all I can offer is a beer and a cheers and a fuck it all to go with it.
ReplyDeleteLarge n Loud n Proud ~ Cass
This is me every fucking day!! Fuck everything and fuck everybody!! I fuckin hate myself and my fuckin life
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